Before and Ever Since
Sharla Lovelace

Genre: Contemporary
Heat Level: Sensual
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EMILY LOCKWOOD, YOUR PAST IS SHOWING...

Emily Lockwood has been sitting on a secret for so long, and buried so deep that she really doesn’t even think of it anymore. Why should she? She has a successful career, an ex-husband who rarely tests her patience, a mother who usually does, and a stubbornly independent grown daughter. Everything is fine, just another crazy kind of normal. Until Ben Landry comes back to town. From childhood friends to young lovers, Ben and Emily had an unbreakable bond. Or so she thought—until he disappeared for over twenty years without explanation. Seeing Ben again triggers more than mere memories and a tug at her heart. It rips the cover off an old secret that could hurt the people she loves most.

While Emily works to keep her secret safe and her heart safer, her sanity gets a reality check. She’s been seeing things—her past played out like home movies unreeling before her eyes, visions that are making Emily see herself, her family, everyone she knew, and every choice she made, in a revealing new light and a startling new angle. For Emily, seeing her life in rewind makes her realize she has hard choices to make for her future. Choices that may redefine everyone else’s future as well.

Review

Emily Lockwood is adjusting to life after her failed marriage. She has a grown daughter whom she loves and her relationship with her ex-husband is good until he shows up at her door delivering news that her mother is selling their family home, and he wants to buy it. To make matters worse, her mother enlisted the help of the woman her husband had an affair with and her mother has decided to tour the country with Emily’s aunt in a Winnebago. Talk about a crazy day.

The day gets even more bizarre when Ben Landry is hired to do the renovations that are needed to sell the family home. Seeing Ben again sends Emily into a state of panic. The two have a history that complicates Emily’s nice and easy life. The secrets she’s held dear are threatened now that Ben Landry is back, and while Emily wants to run away… She can’t help but put herself right in Ben’s path.

I’ve never heard of Ms. Lovelace before. This is a good story that is well written, and the plot is thought out. The history between Ben and Emily is shown through a series of flashbacks from Emily. Each time, Emily is in a catatonic state and her family is worried about her. I’m not sure if I would have gone that route but the author is creative for exploring this unconventional plot.

This is not just a story of reuniting love, but a story of family and forgiveness. Ms. Lovelace weaves a powerful tale of redemption and family bonds. The family’s strength is shown as they deal with the mother’s decision to sell her home and Emily’s secret that is ultimately exposed. I’m not sure if I understand Emily’s reasoning for hiding the truth so long. In all honesty, it seems a bit silly.

The characters are delightfully warm, real and entertaining. Humor and wit is laced into the dialogue. I love when Aunt Bernie arrives in Big Blue (the Winnebago) with her sense of humor. Overall, this is a great story about starting over.

Reviewed by Samantha